don't you get it?
i can't breathe
i can't sleep
my lungs are filling up with tears
my thoughts are filling up with fears
swimming round and round and round in circles
the never ending pattern from day to day
go to bed tossing and turning
and slowly making it through the day
i love you, don't you get that?
so why can't you show me that you'll be there?
..be there for me
so i can sleep
hearing the heartbeat in your chest
through your words of comfort
chasing out the loneliness
...breathing gets harder and harder each day..
and maybe someday
you'll realize that i'm not okay
but for today
you won't get it.
i only wish that it would be okay..